the passed hours I stayed at your side played a babysitter I listened to your words
- my mind burnt off slow
it was my last act of unselfishness when you said you couldn’t leave without my help
it was my first act of selfishness to get you off when I brought you to the plane
I thought I’ll be free when you’re gone but my nerves are burning
- my heart is not beating anymore
how friends turns to enemies no one knows just know I love you for what I don’t know
now you’re gone off this city to another around the world no one knows we will see again
handcuffs made of emotions you were under arrest of my feelings
on the way to the airport you played your last act you spoke ’bout the past
- you repented things you did
- I repented my words in my mind [you called them «emotional blackmail»] provoking you to do things which cutted my feelings
nothing left behind just some broken hearts
no words of happiness just bad jokes born of no sleep I have seen tears in your eyes when I was just tired of beeing there
I need sleep to recover my power need this power to stay alive
- to wait for a return of a person you don’t know when you said she’s your friend
now you’re gone
- the rest of the day I was a nervous wreck
- I’m still one
the sound of the ringing phone the sound of the belling door makes me mad
- I don’t know why
- I’m thinking : feelings I don’t like get off my mind or I wanna die
… and the last act will be to turn off the light