(passed thru light into darkness …)

drop this feeling stop this feeling

can’t go forward can’t go back

face reality like look into darkness

shadows everywhere shadows of you

innermind can’t close my eyes

time to be strong time to be brave

but my shell is broken but my heart is gone into an implosion

just a hole in my chest got a brand new abortion

cold as ice the demonz of reality

thru light I passed straight into darkness

home of my new life shared with the demonz of reality

I still writing … knowing you can’t get my words

I feel like lost in space

and nobody is there and nobody can help

insecurity every step I cry every second silent like a thunder

it’s like a drug flashbacks come and go

see your smile behind my forehead

smell your scent inside my mind

taste your sweet lips inside my memories

feel your warm body under my skin

demonz of reality can’t flee

wanna fall into sleep now

but my eyes are still open and the phone is next to me

just waiting for a call that never comes

turn back time is not an answer just a wish

no one can make my tears go away just you

but you are gone past

your decision was right but I can’t get it the demonz of reality they have to teach me

I know I’m mortal the demonz of reality they have to fight my suicidal tendencies

nothing will be changed if I’ll be dead

the demonz of reality have to take my hand to reach new land

I’m just sick beeing depressed

nothing to do inside this big nothing

just to wait for a sign of you while I’m cryin’ under the eyes of the demonz of reality