Far Away

walkin’ a walk
on the sea
fog is comin’ up

close to nowhere
tears runnin’ down
salty like the …

radio station SAD FM
playin’ songs
depressive memory are passin’ by

so close like yesterday
and I’m sendin’ a S.O.S.
you’re far away today

my mind is in trouble
for gods sake
you’re far away

heavinly voices
singin’ songs
straight outta hell

something you told me
don’t give a fuck
some days ago

upside down
I can’t imagin’
thought it was gone

I need a huge
don’t turn your back to me
you’re far away

tears enough to missin’ air
to breath
to live

gimme some sign
gimme some strenght
I can’t reach any straw

next to me
you’re standin’
still far away

sad like me
just the stones
in the deepest sea

what you want¿
today I’m the one
who needs a friend

I thought
I could count on you
but you’re far away

I don’t know where you’re
I can’t look
my eyes are blinded by my tears

my legs are tired
of walkin’
my head hurts by bad memories

keep goin’ on
make my day
far away you’re

between the sea
and the sky
I’m lonely like a single bird

meltin’ sand
burnin’ down the ground
distance grows

loosin’ my religion
can’t believe
you’re far away

Fishing For A Heart

Fishing in dark waters
searching for a heart
hope it’s yours
trusting mine
when you appeared

Saw a different world
around me
after you’ve called

I don’t know why
I just know it’s like …
catched something
I’ve lost
or just missed

Happy sad to know
I’m in love again

Think again and again
of you and your voice
pretty nice and mysterious

It’s cold outside
hope to be warmed
by you someday

Think again and again
of you and your heart
maybe loving someone else
and hope it’s not a fact
just a small flame and tomorrow a cold fire

Maybe you’ll be
dissapointed
fearing to love

If time comes
it will be a lucky day
getting a heart
that loves you like nothing else
to good to be true

But …
Like: «Objects in the mirror are closer than they appear»
maybe that day is tomorrow
right there – not in the far future

Tomorrow … ?!

The Beginning¿

when sympathy turns into love
when light turns into fire
fear starts looking onto your shadow
with eyes dark as the night

the past hides memories inside your head
secrets waiting to explode into your face
you never believed they exist
but they lived along your side by years

and the love is gonna burn down your heart
you cannot hide
nowhere never
force you down to ground

imploding nightmares
thru open eyes
cutting edges
into your chest

neverending pain
straight into your heart
not with a BANG!
slow and with no noize

but : this is just the beginning¿

Return To Zero

go back
into no go areas
inside my inner mind

do not wait
NOW
present is passing by

snow upon my head
rain into my face
fire below my feet

straight but careful
starting the process
images like flashes

up and down my eyes
round by round around my heart
changing perspectives

STOP!
silence + void
return to zero

meditation for my soul
absolut necessary
for my fast – FAST – life

return to zero
keep the balance
the sky is high

return to zero
keep attention
the energy is strong

return to zero
return to zero
return to zero

then start with one

Time and Place

[empty] phrase¿
like an empty bottle¿
or a frame without picture¿

WHOHAA!
kisses and tears
goodbye for ever¿

I ask myself : where are you now¿
time and place
«To be continued …»

wrong or right!
lost in space
danger! danger!

… end of message … NOT!