Fishing in dark waters searching for a heart hope it’s yours trusting mine when you appeared

Saw a different world around me after you’ve called

I don’t know why I just know it’s like … catched something I’ve lost or just missed

Happy sad to know I’m in love again

Think again and again of you and your voice pretty nice and mysterious

It’s cold outside hope to be warmed by you someday

Think again and again of you and your heart maybe loving someone else and hope it’s not a fact just a small flame and tomorrow a cold fire

Maybe you’ll be dissapointed fearing to love

If time comes it will be a lucky day getting a heart that loves you like nothing else to good to be true

But … Like: «Objects in the mirror are closer than they appear» maybe that day is tomorrow right there – not in the far future

Tomorrow … ?!

when sympathy turns into love when light turns into fire fear starts looking onto your shadow with eyes dark as the night

the past hides memories inside your head secrets waiting to explode into your face you never believed they exist but they lived along your side by years

and the love is gonna burn down your heart you cannot hide nowhere never force you down to ground

imploding nightmares thru open eyes cutting edges into your chest

neverending pain straight into your heart not with a BANG! slow and with no noize

but : this is just the beginning¿

go back into no go areas inside my inner mind

do not wait NOW present is passing by

snow upon my head rain into my face fire below my feet

straight but careful starting the process images like flashes

up and down my eyes round by round around my heart changing perspectives

STOP! silence + void return to zero

meditation for my soul absolut necessary for my fast – FAST – life

return to zero keep the balance the sky is high

return to zero keep attention the energy is strong

return to zero return to zero return to zero

then start with one

[empty] phrase¿ like an empty bottle¿ or a frame without picture¿

WHOHAA! kisses and tears goodbye for ever¿

I ask myself : where are you now¿ time and place «To be continued …»

wrong or right! lost in space danger! danger!

… end of message … NOT!

found a thing called hope I wish I could live with it

found a thing called love I wish I could love with it

found you and lost everything just now – in this single bit of time

wish you were here afraid I lost you …